Am i growing up too fast windows#
…how much I loved the days of watching the girls plie at the barre behind the classroom windows of the ballet studio… sigh.Of all the ways technology pushes us forward, there’s one advancement that always sets me back–the “On this day” feature in Facebook and photo apps, the one that resurfaces precious memories from the archives when I’m least expecting it, reminding me of how much I miss Dash’s pudgy hands folded in prayer at the preschool Thanksgiving dinner… How could I not want to expand the family. I’ve never felt more purpose in life than I have as a mother, and I fall so in love with each of my babies and they are all pretty great together so far. I really think if I could and hubby was on board, I would keep having kids until I couldn’t anymore. Of course it’s wonderful that our babies are thriving, but why does it have to go so fast?! :( I believe I’m the type that would never feel “done” but I know myself and I couldn’t handle more than 4. Now he is a hard no and I’m so unhappy with that. We always talked about 2, I convinced him to have # 3 and he was happy about it but also would have been fine with 2. I keep trying to convince hubby to go for # 4 but he is having none of it. This is my 3rd baby and will likely have to be my last, so I’m extra sad that he’s growing so fast. And I just can’t relate to very many if my mom friends. Most of my friends knew when they were done. It’s nice to see other moms who feel the same way I do.
Am i growing up too fast how to#
I see her studying things to see if she can do them or how to do them and after a little while she's doing them she's just growing up so fast it's breaking my heart that she's not going to be this little for much longer. she'll make the funny faces back at you or she'll try. We always joke because Normal babies I feel for the most part smile and laugh at you and you make funny faces and things like that she doesn't. She's learning how to correctly grab things and she put it down and pick it up and put it down and pick it up. I I watch her when she's playing with things and I realize she's learning.
And now she's pulling herself up on things at 5 months old.
there are still rough times and I'm there for her at night and there's been times I've only slept an hour or two but it's still not the same as her being a week to 3 weeks old where she was just so helpless she can barely move her head. I mean it really helped out and I'm grateful for how they helped me but I miss that opportunity to be completely exhausted from no sleep like every mother goes through. it makes me regret when she was first born how my mom and sister took care of her at night. but like last night I sat there and held her for a good 45 minutes when she was sleeping because she's growing up so fast I started crying. and if we did have another baby it would be where I didn't have to work while I was pregnant. And he says now pregnancy was just too rough on my body. But my significant other wants to be able to provide everything for one child rather than barely anything for two type of person. and I only have one baby I don't want her to be the only child. because I had such a physically rough pregnancy and labor and delivery everyone's telling me they don't think I should get pregnant again.
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